good night

you say what's up

i come thru, hold up

what's the difference between

bein' mean and bein' honest

 

lately i been thoughtless

my mind has been derailed

i'm pickin' on myself, marijuana and self-doubt

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you know me for my poetry,

incessant narcissistic come-ups

i know you from grade ten

from ass in gym class an' rollin' blunts

 

damn,

why i always find myself in these situations?

with her i always seem to be lackin in conversations

i think she know she gorgeous when she dance nasty

she bad and i love it,

her legs long as trees

but i'm trippin'

don't know if it's the weed or the vico-din in my system

i'm feelin' different

 

so what am i supposed to do about it?

maybe take my heart up out my chest and use it to cook her breakfast with

she got my soul in her hands plus a few others,

who's counting on what's gonna happen once the post-sex cigarette ashes

 

what that mean?

trust no bod-ee

trust i know how you been fuckin lowkey with cody

while i fuck with codeine

you bitch and call me mean for some words i regret that i said

it's true maybe i was a little bit too fucked up

 

but these days, who doesn't fuck up

and you know i get too high

maybe rude when i drink

lie to hit that bliss

got faith in how you move

and it's crazy how it works

when it all comes through

--

and it's crazy how i'm feelin'

when you know it's time for leavin'

so tell me how you're feelin'

when you know i'm made for leavin'

--

 

ain't trust my blood pumper with someone new for a minute

your scent got it rushin' hittin me sixty times a second

the same i do

when you come through

nuts how i'm bustin at em, like waka told me to do

 

life changes quickly in a moment before your retinas

between your legs i feel wetness

when we touch i feel breathless

damn, how i let this chick get to me

those green eyes sure can mesmerize but her heart feels empty

 

like my brain when i'm thinkin' pistol pete to my head

i heard worse advice from exes sendin' their best

soul feelin' slim,

so if i can't live happy i might as well die it