Alone
• Written by CJ_thomas
CJ_thomas's Notes
This is for the one I love dearly who is moved on... I never will.
* A FULL RECORDED VERSION WILL BE RELEASED ALONG WITH EP "BLUR" COMING SOON *
Hello, out here i feel so alone coz my old baby is really motherfucking gone.
Looking out over the dawn cant see her face,
Really wish i had the fucking pace to embrace,
What was once mine. she was my extra spine,
Holding me up when i was tired,
Now shes fucking wired and
I cant change the wrong that i did coz i ruined it all
I took the fall, wish we still at the mall it was a happy time
Now i spend my days high, blowing away all ma fucking dime,
And shes is no longer mine...
I feel alone ugh i really gone fucked up, please get me to fucking tup tup
Lets drink the night away my life is all grey
Am in a motherfucking world of fucking burning pain
i cant stop this feeling and i ain't healing
So i need to get this off my chest and have some real meaning.
| | HOOK | |
Once when I was little
I was happy and carefree.
I used to run around laughing
Until it was time for tea.
I used to play games
And smile all fucking the time.
I used to feel on top of the world
I used to feel so fine.
It's amazing how things change
When people let you down.
And how that once happy face
Turns into a solemn frown.
You search and search
For someone who cares,
Anyone who understands,
Anyone who dares.
Loneliness, it fucking hurts.
It kills you deep inside.
It makes you feel light.
It stops you in your stride.
You cry yourself to sleep,
Hugging your pillow tight,
Wishing for someone
To hold you through the fucking night.
Once when I was little
I was happy and carefree.
Now my life's full of sadness,
Pain and motherfucking misery.
Once when I was little
I was never on my own.
But now I pray at night
"I wish I wasn't alone."
| | HOOK | |
I hate the way I'm looked at by society
It takes away these words that live inside of me
So silently I push back the screams from crying free
As a liar speaks some truth that should inspire me
But I stay in my seat, to rest some tired feet
See I'm in dire need of support, and a skyward leap
Cause right now I'm torn, and I'm dying on my knees
Conform to their ways but how will I achieve
Another face in a book, a smile on a page
But the inside is the opposite of the smile on my face
In truth I hide my sadness or I'll pass the fucking blame
To another person another thought, another fucking place
And the the toll that it takes, to live isolate-ed
To not walk the path that my buddy Liam did
Stay away from the drugs and delirious hating
Make my way to the top, but I fear I'll never make it
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CJ_thomas
Member since July 16 2016