Mind forensics
• Written by T-rude
I keep thinking about the thought of killing myself.
Watch as a ghost to see how everyone felt.
Who would really remember my stories to tell?
Who would be the ones to truly know why I fell?
Who would come to the funeral to say bye in person.
or who would just send a letter through the mail.
Man that's what I'm saying.
I don't wanna be the one to have my memory in your brain become frail.
Who's gonna grab the hammer and hit that last coffin nail?
Oh, and please say thanks to those who helped send me straight into hell.
All my life I felt, I had been destiny to fail.
Into the depths, with no water to sail.
If I was a train, I'd be flying straight off the rail.
Its hot, Feels like I'm getting torched like my dab nail.
getting branded by 2 metal rods into my back.
as I bleed it's a rhino and a snail.
Rhino, for my anger when I snap and make the mortal beg on his knees.
And a snail, cause I was slow in life to succeed.
I felt locked up in my life, as I never was freed.
Now just listen my story, there's no reason to read.
I knew I could build something truly great.
But I never got the chance to bury my seed.
Never had land or soil of my own that I would need,
cause of everyone else and their passionate greed.
Now stand with Me and follow my lead.
Cause nothing will stop us, if they also can bleed.
We can take over and watch as they flee.
Keep their limbs, for our dogs so we have something to feed.
Now that we're on the same page.
You can feel a part of my rage.
Trapped in this mindless world, stuck in a cage.
May as well meditate and light my sage.
Cause we aren't doing anything on this planet but building our own Graves.
Real shit.
Mother fucker I'm telling you that's real shit.
That last verse, mother fucker I killed it.
Explained this world and how I feel about it.
Let's change this place, sign the ballot.
Never mind that, remember Malcom X?
use the violence, Theses dudes chillen like they on xanex.
They can't handle me, resurrected from multiple planets.
Charging out the cages, smelling fear off these faggots
Your as useful as a maggot.
Your gonna get crushed
Cause I Have the whole crowd hopping like rabbits.
Yes I got a bad smoking habit.
But its the only thing that keeps me sane, I gotta have it.
If not I begin to get annoyed and being to bitch.
Better not tell on me you fuckin snitch.
If you do I'll karate chop your face and put you into a ditch.
I'm only on a grind to get rich.
So all my friends and family don't have to struggle in this bitch.
We are here on a mission
And it's a goal we aren't missing
We gonna sit and reel it in like we fishin.
Heads always crazy and it's always reminiscent
Mind set on only one vision.
It's been the same one since I've began and grown.
Grow up with all my homies and rise to the throne.
Maybe take some trips to Japan, England or even Rome.
See the buildings build of ancient stone.
But one things for sure,
I want my friends and family with me.
Cause without them I'd be dying alone.
Without them I wouldn't have a life
Without them I wouldn't be alright.
It was because of them I'm able to do these cause they said.
"Yo dog it aint worth it put down the knife"
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T-rude
Member since July 26 2016