Blue Magic

Raindrops from heaven,

Just let it soak your soul

At a train stop of broken dreams, I wont to let go

Seeking change like a stranger, in hopes of dough

Feeling hopeless though most don't notice the floor creaking

I'm just going with flow, even if it means leaving

Preaching to a pope, yet inside I'm still screaming

Dreaming as the streets start scheming plots

I seen it all, from brothers getting popped and locked

What I'm speaking for is way bigger than cops and jocks

At times I started drinking more liquor, when my momma was

Lost completely, started talking like she'd wanna beat me

Life ain't nothing off the TV, working double just to pay weekly

Hoped someday I'd have enough to lay around, a girl to reach me

A mind-state of a no-know better

Focused so much on faith, I couldn't go-go get her

She's the coldest of all, always changing like the weather

Expecting me to be calm, bitches always think they clever

Just cuz I said you bomb don't mean I accept ya

Perfection, did you forget to mention drugs?

Seeking attention now I'm regretting all the buzz

cuz this shit was a fantasy story, I had to be lonely

To understand the fantasy only had me unholy