Regrets

Dont wanna be someone you think that i aint

But sometimes when you in the game its easy to get covered over by the paint

Always on the news you hear about some girl being killed or raped

Half the time its by the father the shits insane

But look where we were all placed and the obstacles we face

All the chaos in the world nowdays it all seems the same

Whats wrong from right today the diffrence never seems to amaze

Its a war every man for himself but in jesus name i praise

He's the only one to talk to when the sunny days start to rain

I try and stay in my lane but i get caught up in other peoples pain

When i dont realize that i have my own bleeding vains

Gotta keep a smile on your face but its hard when your world is being tied up like a shoelace

But i choose to keep being amazing at what i do just like grace

All rappers wanna be hard when all we needa do is embrace peace

Niggas are always gettin heated like its over 100 degrees

Expecially when all the police pullin out there 2nd hand and yelling freeze

I worry about when i bring my child into this world how will it be

Or is it smart to even bring a person in this world all i ever do is worry

What will happen when all the good men have to fall

I thought i was but it seems like i tried to be tall

when i really was only that much more small i wasnt what i planned to be at all

But i refuse to sulk i choose to be a man put on my big boy pants and problem solve

Cutting myself in my head i got mental scars they continue to bleed as the rest of my body dissolves

Seems like the marijuania keeps me calm but am i just using it as a crutch for my problems

See theres a wound in my heart not litterally of course but i mean mediforically involved

It gets deeper every word i say to this song its like a knife to the heart

Dont get the medics involved cause all they tell me to do is move on

I could say more then that so why am i payin niggas to talk

The world seems like its got its eye on me god damn i feel like tupac