I've Been

I've been lost without a motive,

I've been sniffin' tryna focus

I hope my parents know it-imma poet

It's not my fault that I was chosen,

I won't stop I'm never chokin'

From the mitten representin',

This is my life I'm not pretendin'

Trailer parks and broken messes,

But they didn't get the message,

They don't think we have to end this,

No one has to learn there lesson,

Life is like Olympics,

Kenyans can go the distance,

The problem is we work so hard, But never finish

Then we bitch about the sentence

Be careful what you mess with

That meth can get you dead quick

I know you like the head trip

But you just lost friendship

Grab your belt and needle kit,

Heat the spoon up, take a hit, I was only sixteen, still a kid,

I didn't need to see that shit,

You're addicted to being lit,

Elizabeth can you get a grip,

Can you hear me when I spit,

I can be the shovel make you dig,

could have a better life for your kids,

Well, I've been wantin' you quit,

Please, you need to think legit, -a heart break started all this shit,

now your down to average,

to this madness - I blast this - Get cash rich

Fuck addicts - Imma savage - live n lavish

You used to be a bad bitch - bad bitch

But now I'm movin' on to the next

White boi grew up in the sticks

With dreams of being rich

So me and grandpa started selling bricks

Occasionally we smoke a spliff

 

But only if, the time fits, But sometimes, my mind slips

Outside my mind lives kus i like that silence

I'm far from that violence but we still hear sirens

We are the Pirates so open your eyelids

The lost boys gon' find this

But I am your guidance to roses and violets

The NeverLand alliance we don't like riots

We fly like pilots- forgive for my sins

I have bad habits based off my actions

I've been poppin' my rabbits (Ritalin)

But i just can't find a balance

So I buy a couple gallons and I burn my past to ashes

I built it from the fabrics a life full of addicts

That makes me this savage a mad kid dashin'

from sadness

When I leave into the blackness

I'm not ever looking back bitch

I'm searchin' for my palace

Not in Kansas or in Dallas

Somewhere in my social stratus