disaster life

my life turned out to be a disaster,

Living a life harder than a gangster

with blood i'm writing my own chapter/

tried to be a laster in a life that pain spreading faster than a blaster cancer/

bullets been fired at ma face, While i'm standing still wishing to kill the sniper/

got lacks of tears now i'm wiping them with a wiper///

millions of questions inside my head but i found no answer,

so this time i decided to be the asker:

why i'm fucken falling in each step i'm walking?

Why i'm i fucken crawling like a ball in a game of bowling

why ma dreams you're hauling, why the evilness you're sprawling/

guess i know the answer so who the fuck i'm trolling

life you're so fucken boring you're so damn galling,

your definition ain't even found in Pauling,took my laughter left me sorrowful

now if pain came to ma life it will no longer get called an asper