sip slip sip

I sit in wasted memory

as my wasted mind ceases to be

i think i need another drink

i think my rose colored glasses need to be checked

the prescription must be wrong

because all i see is darkness

i sip at senseless story's

of a broken past

of a broken heart

and long for a new start

 

the change in the wind wont free me because i am doomed to be me, the halo around my head is horns, i look up to see my life is torn, shhhhhhhhhh take another drink

 

my head is brain dead

and I'm wondering what you said

i get a eye full of fist and see red

rose colored glasses are a lie for the bloody

I'm just another worthless flesh sack a lost body

someone get the body bag i need a nap

wake up to another face slap

sober up boy

sober up

 

the change in the wind wont free me because i am doomed to be me, the halo around my head is horns, i look up to see my life is torn, shhhhhhhhhh just one more sip

 

don't judge my lack of life

i drink to remember that i have a lot i need to forget

i take these shots to try not to shoot me

but i don't even remember why I'm hurting

if you saw in my mind you wouldn't see the world the same ever again

i shout just to feel my hungover head spin

and no one understands

 

the change in the wind wont free me because i am doomed to be me, the halo around my head is horns, i look up to see my life is torn, shhhhhhhhhh just pour another

 

lie to me

i don't want to know the truth

touch me

i want to feel you

take away my pain

I'm at the glass again

a soft kiss to my cracked dry lips

as i knock back another

sip...sip...sip

lie to me

the change in the wind wont free me

i don't want to know the truth

because i am doomed to be me

touch me

the halo around my head is horns

i want to feel you

i look up to see my life is torn

shhhhhhhhhh just sip sip sip