apology

*intro*

hey there again...i...i'm...i honestly don't know what to say..

maybe....no i'm pretty sure that you don't want to recognize me for who i am

who i want to grow up as...it's...i'm really sorry, it's just

i don't know how to deal with life? my temper's flaring, my parents hating

and...the funny thing is..i don't care anymore? but hey

right now, i'm just taking out my time for you

to write this one song....hopefully it might really touch you this time

about how i feel about you, and...if you still hate me, i'll leave

so...at least give me this one chance please?

 

*VERSE 1*

you know i used to have somebody who wouldn't pay attention to me

but then i got through to you and it happened magically

in fact i was really happy that somebody accepted me

i felt like a bird finally managed to spread it's wings and fly free

but then this little birdy had a tragic story, his parents didn't want him see

they thought he lost the ability to keep the same melody

yet a sad apology can't be seen but

another little birdy came and saw him for who he became

but sadly she flew away and left him flightless in dismay

that's just how i keep thinking about my life ever-y day

a nice little bird came my way but then she had to fly away,

saying maybe some other day we can try to be together

but what if i told you that i was a tangent line cos it would never

be possible to meet you again no matter wherever whether

i have your cell number or your home address and a G P S

if it still doesn't make sense i've seen you with other guys in my head

 

*hook*

i love you so much

cos you leave me starstruck

i know i may not be the one

but im not giving up

i love you so much

cos you leave me starstruck

i know i may not be the one

and im not giving up

 

*VERSE 2*

yeah, im sorry for everything i have said which made you upset

when i said enough and goodbye thinking it was gonna be my last breath

honestly my life never made sense when you have hate here and there

yet you still wonder how to make yourself stable when you face despair

but let me say this straight, don't worry i can be there

carry both our worlds together so you won't have the pain to face

so why don't you sit back, relax, take a deep breath on a chair

and i'll call you when it's over so you don't need to grimace

but i know i won't get through to you so i'll give you the time you like

maybe given a bit of time you would really accept my side

but i dunno, i don't really mind waiting all of my life

i'm just hoping that's not what it takes to get you back in my life

and if you do find someone else, i wish all the best and i won't mind

but remember my heart lies with you so right now an emotionless child

facing my computer writing down lyrics that may stick to your mind

but i just wish what i type would remain worthwhile

 

*BRIDGE*

i wish i had time

to be by your side

maybe i love you too much

but you're still my best bud and girl

please take this song

as my way to say

that i really apologize

for what i have done but

 

*HOOK* 2x

i love you so much

cos you leave me starstruck

i know i may not be the one

but im not giving up

i love you so much

cos you leave me starstruck

i know i may not be the one

and im not giving up

i love you so much

cos you leave me starstruck (staaarrstruuuck)

i know i may not be the one

but im not giving up

i love you so much

cos you leave me starstruck (staaarrstruuuck)

i know i may not be the one

and im not giving up