brain dead

problems go to my head like concussion

I'd rather not have this discussion

cuz when I smoke thats the only time I can function

And I can't breath when I'm high cause the airs too thin

I start to wounder where life ends and death begins

another world that I can't comprehend

just like the nightmares I've reppresed

back to a time before my heart ressesed

before the world made free thinking feel so oppressed

I confessed bein' an atheist, they said I was possessed

wish I could have had the girl of my would to undress

her mind because she's so fine like an expensive bottle of wine

if she needed me I'll always have the time

she's the reason I go through this grind

I want to stand next to her like I'm the number nine

but girl you got to show that our love us unconditional

the reason I rap is to get in your head like subliminal

messages that your text me late nights are the only thing keeping me alive

cuz when I'm not with you I'm alive but in your presence I thrive

I wanna have a future with you and if you want kids I'm down for 5

six you've broke my heart

seven eight I'm trying to get this rhyme right so you can relate

9 ten if I meet you in the next life you know we'll go do this again

because baby your more than my boo your my best friend

Half your body laying on my chest

got my heart skiping a beat like cardiac arrest

cuz your love us a drug and my heart is what you chose to infest

baby your always on my mental

I don't care where you are I'll fly you intercontinental

I don't even need this instrumental to tell you your the one

I knew I loved you before class had even begun

your eyes pierced my heart it was fautal like a loaded gun

I'm not like everyone our age who says love is nothing but fun

I've been writing this song and the tardy bell hasn't rung

I'm starting at you any chance I get you got me looking dumb

you turn me on with every move of your hair or even chewing gum

really wishing I could have some heart

Put it out randomly hopin' that I get some

but I'm just her best friend I ain't never gonna get some

that shot me down like a loaded gun

she doesn't know that I tried to tell her that she was the one

abd she can't get over her ex I should have know this story was doomed

it's like a nuclear explosion whule the cloud looms

over head except I'm the only one not dead

my heart beats a rest I think I'm heading off to bed

I'm wishing that I didn't have to think about this

I'm wishing I was brain dead