why lie....im fine

gettin slapped blud grown up rough in the hood fucka

heard man talk about gunin me down nice try brodda

all you rappers just spittin how we livin why lie brodda

you mans are liars why lie brodda

 

 

dont tell a nigga he aint worth it

give him a wave he'll learn ta surf it

just like you learnt to roll a blunt

215 in his back pocket man knows how to fire a gun

trip a bitch over just for fun

man be ridin out till he sees the sun

been on a heavy flight

it hurts his head lookin at the white light

he smoked da bright white last night

last night was mad fam

peng ting on each side but thinkin bout his dad on the inside fam

tinkin daddy daddy stop hittin mommy

dark red on the floor man got no where to hide fam

gettin high smokin weed tryna forget his stinkin memories

but he knows they wont go theyll haunt man for life fam

bruv i cant do dis no more dont want none a dis just ta fill ma banks

seein one man kill another with a gun or a shank blud

gettin bare p in his pocket from the haze to fill the seas but give it back how i got it it aint worth it for me

gimme an excuse a reason for me to just die where i am fam

where my sanity at i lost alot a shit aint gonna lie fam

whats the point of tryna survive when ma life is full of crap livin off crack and always holdin knives in backpack

crack head crack pot i crack under pressure

manufest jackpot for just 2 seconds of pleasure but then wheres it all gone its gone down the drain cuz it all comes floodin back no control on ma brainnnnn

what happened to the sane nigga what was his real name now im livin on the streets nigga even ma names changed i had a picture frame with ma mommas face but its cracked up and in the bin cuz i cant live with the pain

cuz i swear i cudda helped her when dad was goin insane but i was hidin in the corner cryin acid burnin in flames

fire fire im on fire now i couldnt think str8

i ran away from home thinkin mom would be ok by the time that i came.....back

but when i saw dem lifeless eyes on the floor with blood dripin from her mouth i cried cursed and swore thinkin wheres my daddy now

i hear him comin from behind i turn around he has a knife he said to me son i was blind i was drunk your mama thought i was lyin i got pissed off so i drove up a 9 he said son im sorry i dont deserve to live so here you go....i had anger surgin thru my veins so i did as i was told.....

 

i live a lifeless life i lost my soul the day she died had red on ma hands fuck him doe so i stole my daddys grands to live

high while too much stress and depression compressed on my weak mind no more remenicin on the good times but i lie when dey ask me and say that im fine