Rainy Season
• Written by Young_Trapp
Rain coming down
Ain't nothing left now
Just want to have friends
But I ain't allowed
I used to feel small
I'd disappear in a crowd
Never mind moving city
Life's already too loud
Only once did I ever
Take a look outside
But then everything I saw
Seemed to light up my life
I had my own things
I had my own clothes
I had everything I wanted
But I'd lost my soul
Then all of a sudden
The lights turned out
And what once was day
Turned into night
I was scared of the dark
Couldn't find a way out
But I didn't know the reason
Was because of my doubt
So I tried to flip the switch
To turn on the lights
But the power don't work
When the lighting strikes
I started naming names
'Cuz I couldn't find reason
Who else could I blame
But God for this rainy season
Now lookin' back on that
I regret what I've done
I wish memories would fade
But what is done is done
I used to dress myself
Go where I wanted to
Now someone else takes me
Places I don't wanna know
I no longer have options
Well I only have one:
Look to the God I blamed
And believe in his Son
I've gotta ask for forgiveness
For my abominations
I've gotta see this ain't the end
More like His initiation
But what I don't know
Is how I'll live to his standards
I'm so used to my old life
Of hot sticks and hammers
How can pick up my cross
And follow after him
When I just set down my cross
So I could let him in
The pain of the past
Still comes back to haunt me
And Satan's always there
Ready to trap and to taunt me
Yeah
It ain't easy to perfect
I know everyone sins
I can't help feeling guilty
But you call me innocent
Now how does make sense
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Young_Trapp
Member since June 14 2016