Dark Down Inside

Fake smiles and hi's

mind blank from the drugs

all i hear is cries in my head

I'm tryna get a high from some meds

I feel like saying fuck it, i might as well be dead

in my bed every night, contemplating life

just like my nigga, before he pulled the trigga

I'm tryna hide my thoughts

and I'm killin all this liquor like it's motherfucking water

Lookin in the mirror at the eyes of a sinner

Snortin endless lines of that pretty white sugar

Surrounded by the devil and some fucked up dark figures

deep in my depression and there's no one i could fuck wit

I grew up as a screw up there's no trouble to admit it

I think of all the bitches I have fucked and all the crimes I have committed

I don't regret a thing

I'd do it all again if I had another chance

Started dancin with the devil

Evil runnin through my veins

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I can't feel no shame

I can't no feel no pain

I'm hollow inside and I might be insane

cold blood through my veins so i see all you snakes

Young bull in the rap game but don't need no fake

Mental in space tryna reach god for some questions

Student of life with a major in depression

Mom said open up and I'm keen to suggestions

Some other confessions,

Straight A's in aggression, illegal possessions, and lack of reflection.