Losing through Pain
• Written by Boxramus
Boxramus's Notes
about me and the struggle with my brother and his journey down the wrong path.
My name formally is Benjamin Watson
Adopted into life forgotten, sorry broke the condom
heavy dreamer from the beginning wanted to become a marksman or spartan
instead lost my family, friends, like robin
from the bottom i rose forgotten starvin
harden heart an soul everyone close saw i turn foreign
became a fallen sovereign in the dark ready to bargain
till i found this common doctrine read about the golden garden
heaven real ,need to find this place
do anything it takes astronaut training take me to space
Wait u telling me its through holy grace
absolute faith
why not stay a slave ease my mind just to blaze
why give chase through this maze
its a race commin in place eighth
leave me be with weights and chains
carryin spades diggin graves just whatever it takes
obeyin the fates accept your rates
forget ur grades journey through these flames
these are the stakes when u mess with snakes
now u get no breaks remember james
playin childish games now smokes and gets the shakes
broken glasses frames, just stand be brave
we all forgave an tried to save
just gave him space to go about his ways
numbered days await im afraid
dont end up like him please stay straight
dont trade your life away
made to be great stop lookin to be laid
or paid please pray stop throwin shade
gettin baked is not how you open gates
its how you travel from state to state
lookin for new mates to get aid
those mates are fake they'd drown you in a lake
they carry switchblades and will just dictate
poison like the black nightshade
so come with me as i will demonstrate
how to concentrate and live unafraid
you get educate and even graduate
learn to appreciate and communicate
leave the mess to me let me eliminate
let me annihililate, retaliate, assainate
im your biggest teammate
just come back we can remake
have everything erased just come back
pullin on the rope leave no slack
hack the system call me whack
put your name on my plaque just like shaq
trust me i understand but he is a maniac
as i write this on my notepad
he plans to kidnapp or bushwack
dont get attached get on an amtrak
call me i will go full combat
this is my habitat got my pet bobcat
all mapped wearin my mask
ready for this task as you asked
all gassed up wont get surpassed
signin out like ASAP
thats a rap
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Boxramus
Member since July 17 2016