I had it all..
• Written by Charlotte
I had it I really had it all
then I watched it all fall
no son no little kye
having to say goodbye
Kye I never wanted to give up
just run out of luck, im stuck
tryna appeal the case
time is such a disgrace
No room for any mistakes
I'll give my life if that's what it takes
pain so deep in my heart
my life has always been dark
This is my sad story
But the words are lonely
my eyes are so empty
scars I have more than plenty
I'll fight every court in the UK
Just to be with you some day
fighting my way back to you
I'll always be needing you
-HOOK-
To my little son kye
For you I'll always try
with you my heart lies
with you i am alive
tryna fight these demons inside
its all in the fucking mind
am I wasting too much time
am I about to cross a line
I looked into the mirror
Reflection pointing the finger
telling my mum I'll get better
pain getting way deeper
holding your teddy close at night
holding it close so I'll be alright
tryna find a way to be strong
that's why I write these songs
no help from mental health
having to do this myself
No rest when your in hell
Smiling so no one can tell
-Hook-
beating myself up in the dark
wondering where to fucking start
keep replying the memories
And people think I have no worries
So this is my fucking life
No one understands the cries
Its time for me to say goodbye
on here rules don't apply
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Charlotte
Member since September 29 2015