Scars telling Storys

There are days / where I say to myself / all is better / I just have to believe /

Not a year goes / without me thinking back / to the good old time /

when we were kids / What we have all driven time /

Who would have thought / that made us something to be /

We had so much fun / have not thought of yesterday, not tomorrow /

Lived the moment / not worried / Every moment precious / Although /

we have not understood it / I am not a bad person/

I've only experienced bad / My life is from dawn to dusk /

dark as the blackest night / It has taken me down / Today I want to confess /

That I'm not a good person / I've seen too much bad / I've so many hurt /

How can I then go well / I hated myself for it / I punished myself /

and since the first day / I wear many scars / Some scars you can see /

Some scars are invisible / I wear my scars / Scars on the skin /

Littered scars / I've been self-inflicted / Scars on the Soul / Scars on the Heart /

I hoped so much / I lose the frustration / I could do it /

But I was disappointed left / These scars are a part of me / They tell you /

What I have experienced and survived / It is not easy / A life to live /

That is in harmony /Do you see into my eyes/can you believe it/

or can you see it/ what I've seen?/ Can you feel what I felt?/

Can you see who I really am?/ I have tried to lead a life/

but eventually much of a sky above me/ I do not know where I am/

I do not know where I should go/ I've always tried to do my best/

just to be myself/ but that wasn't good enough/ for them/

Please do not wait for me / I'm no good for you / What I saw / have not seen /

Please'll spare you the sight / I do not want you to see me /

please retains me in your memory / as I am you / Do not come back to me /

I can not bear to see / how it torments you / so to see me / I'm on the ground /

pastimes with alcohol my worry / I feel lost / Please do not come back /

not turn around / Please see you do not / I can not / if you're with me /

my heart shatters / I wrote you this letter / so you understand /

why it was no longer / I could not / I have tried everything /

I've myself abandoned / after so many setbacks / I is plug and put away /

so much but I can not talk now / I want everything not see /

I stand in the rain / and I'm cold / I forgot / how it was /

What dreams and hopes I had / What face I had that easy when I laughed /

I forgot who I am / I can not go on living / And exactly why / I'm gone /

Where can I find my peace / I have even decided / For just as it is /

I could not continue to live / I could not / but not see forward /

As much as I also wanted / I could not give you the love / the you deserved /

So/ Please forgive me / for writing this song/ I don't wait anymore/ I let go/