Follow me

Gemini Libra

Let me hear ya

Focus on the stars

Come from space

A race we choose who's cut loose

Running away from the black holes

Of empty goals

Missed achievements and the lost life

Stare at the planes

In high sky wishing I could join them without a parachute

See life from the last view

I'm coming back fully committed

No fucking around

I've seen to many things die

Hide from the lost world

When my mind was rotten

I was searching for the routine

Sipping on the protein

Making use of the body

But with same questions spinning

There's no wonder I feel like a villain

With so many lost lines

I've lost touch of my story

I read back to my glory

It's missing

Tears start to smudge the page

Erase the faze

But who am I kidding

It's the lost but not forgotten

It's time to start the day

Awake from the dark depths of mind

To dreams

Age makes no wrongs

but smokes making me feel so high

then i remember

when i was naive

Sat in the bath

Should of been

Laughing

Instead I'm a sad little man

How can I be what you want

With a heavy heart

Empty tears

Never listen

Never grow

Stay the same

The patterns grow but don't unfold

Standing there bold

My destiny in my hands

But all I can see

Is blood sweat and pain making me insane

One two many times

I've had too die

Take away my hate

Recreate

Loosing the essence

Shot into the sky

For you all too observe

Serve the hollow

Watch it swallow

You whole

My overall goal is too live life to the full

But I'm starting to see too many dreams you have to purchase

So what's the purpose?

What's the point in all the lies

What's what you want

I kept asking me

I can't say it's Okay but why do I have to pay?

I didn't ask

To survive

So I had to lay the bad times down

Like my baby

Life the lost

Ghosts swimming

Saying sorry to him

Or her

Life was a blur

You were a slur

I punched your mother

Figured it all was a smother

Now the pressure Alleviates

I cannot longer say I'm a deviant

i was hoping

you would drift across

the rift

Feel the same way

Like the lost star

You make me Float

Along the galaxy

I was hoping i treated you better

Than all the bad boys before

You turned out to be a whore

I was hoping I could hide from my mind and matter

Thoughts scatter across space and time

Hold the same piece of paper

Shove it in the back pocket

Unsaid thoughts

Deliver the messages

Get caught in the sentiment

Fighting all the elements

With my new developments

I could tell you

You are the finest diamond

Get high to take you away

When I'm dreaming it gives me the chance to glance

Constantly adjusting my stance

Anxiety makes people panic

Heart beat running in the ear

Can you feel it's near

The lost world

Burned to the ground

Lost but never found

Till I'm in the ground

With the crowds standing over me

Speaking the true words

You never had a chance

To say

Or will it be me first

the earth calls me back daily

here's the spade you may as well dig it anyway

in the end

we can never have what we want

hypnotized child mind state

waking up to see the fantasy

making me feel dull and cold

i loved you

i had you

in the palm of my hands but look now

stare at what was once mine

tell them a couple stories

wishing i could throw a few penny's down the wishing well to make me come out of hell

but whats the point

that's a good question

love takes you away

to a place where you feel safe

please be brave and try to salvage what you can

everything may plunge into the dark

but new lights have to be found

scream so loud

but i can see the clouds

theirs no one

surrounding me

so i suggest you never follow me

 

If you follow me expect to lose

constant pain has gone to my brain

Follow me you will end following you