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all i really wanted was money but i never got it ,the most i had was a 100 dollas in my wallet, so then i started rapping and i thought that i could spit, i thought i make it far enough to sell out tickets, but I'm still broke, but then my mind finally awoke ,then i thought to tell god all my quoets ,then god said tell me all them words you wrote ,then god said wow son that was dope ,so imma put your song onda radio. but I'm still waiting ,i think my legacy is generateing ,but every time i try to write i keep hesitating ,i just break down and the words start fading ,as a kid i thought i grow up to be rich and famous, i thought i have a gift or some type of greatness, i had dreams that i would travel to a lot of places, i had pictures in my head i seen a lot of faces, but things change ,a couple things in your life rearange, when u grow up and realize that things are not the same ,cops keep killing our brothers ,all our moms is in pain ,the babys growing up crazy because the parents insane. dads getting locked up kids don't know they name ,they treat treat u like a animal that need to be tamed ,but its the truth, when i aint have thought that i can make it the booth, tryna make a living so that i can help the youth, and i wanna know who by my side when i loose, but real friends aint the truth ,real friends aint the truth, said real friends , no real friends aint the truth when i was struggling they couldn't look with with a snack, i just wanted to get all the money i spent back, i remember i went to school i aint even have backback, but its all cool, cause they gon hate make it, because rapping just turning to a habbit, i thought i grow i started and start trapping, and i said god when you gon help me , he told me to stop asking, start throwing more prayers towards him , start quaterbacking , he told me he's always receiving , he's always grabbing, god told me he's always alert he never lacks , when u think u bouta loose u always coming back, but always keep your don't always have to attack , but just know i love u son and that always be a fact , and i said god i just need help to make it in the booth, but I'm nervous , I'm nervous sometimes i think that i need improve, its like i got the the whole outfit socks without the shoes , its like i got all the walls build still don't got no roof , i just wish that i could trust someone but real friends aint the truth