A life to forget
• Written by Sammyjune
I had to learn when I was just a kid
to take care of myself coz my mum never did
Everyday in my life was a struggle
fuck the five 0 I was always in and out of trouble
a little girl screaming out her fathers name
Over and over she called but he never came
I wish I never had to live this life of mine
I wish I could go and turn back the hands of time
Why should a child that's so tiny and small
Be born into a life where there's no love at all...
We was constantly kicked out of every house we lived
in
Kicked out so quick I've had rooms I haven't even
slept in
I'd sit for hours Id just sit and think
If we keep getting kicked out soon we will all be living
on the street
I'd wish upon the first star of every night
I'd close my eyes and hold em closed tight
But every time I woke up every time the sun rose
I was the same sad girl that nobody knows
I always wished I had different parents to of raised me
every night over and over I was begging I was Praying
My mum was always out always drinking
She was always going behind my daddy's back cheating
So I started hanging with the wrong crowd
I did so many Fucked up Things and I ain't proud
But that crowd were the only ones that were there for
me
they are the only ones that Ive ever felt that I had care
for me
I do have an older sister
who I thought would teach Me better
But who was I kidding she left the first chance she had
She took off and left us with a dead beat mum and dad
I also have an older brother
He was never there he was always getting locked up
He was another let down he was also never around
He would only show up if he wanted to be found
Well now down to my little sister
She's Lil miss prema Fucking ballerina
They acted like she was the only kid
We didn't exist to them we never did
Well fuck you mum "n"dad I never asked for this
I was only a child... I was just a kid
And a big Fuck you to my sister's and my brother
I wish I had a better life and I didn't have to suffer
I wish I could wipe away all the past bad memories
I'm now trying to be the best mum I can be
So to all my so called family
here's one big
GO GET FUCKED
from me
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Sammyjune
Member since September 23 2016