broken

see I know how I feel for real

u had my heart and took a steal

then I had to mess with other girls

for real fuck what I was thinking

and these suicidal thoughts harass me

but I gotta walk through strong life feels like hell

shit feel like fire

y did u have to tell

should've kept your mouth shut

nothing would have happened

if you just would've been quite

I used think I could trust you

how could u say u were my friend and end my relationship

now I'm rapping to hide the fact that I'm hurt

but you couldn't tell that cause I put on a fake smile to keep

all of you happy so you don't have to worry I'm in no hurry

to find love anymore if anything it will walk right up

to my front door

honestly how can you say your my friend when I'm in a time of need

and you aren't even helping me

see I really need you help

my girl just ended it and my moms yelling

now again the suicidal thoughts come back

floating around in my head nothings going right for me right now

I could really use somebodys help

or a shoulder to cry on cause

I'm beginning to feel depressed and if I do the things in my head

I have some things to confess

number one I fucked up I know that and but I still love you

and I wont ever be able to show that

cause all you wanna do is be friends and nothing more

I really cant grasp the concept of loving someone that's not you

I cant move on I'm in a trap called love

and for those you who have fallen you know what I mean

that feeling when you think you have them but you really don't

and when they say its over inside you feel like you've been shot

and hurts because the person whole pulled the trigger is the one you loved

but you now that they weren't the only on who was thinking about pulling the

trigger