Reality

Starting at a young age not having the right mind

Not knowing which direction to choose or where to face

Nothing else to think about nothing else to say

Just following the assumptions and their way

The if's and ands dont mean a thing but in my mind they did

Never being able to be set free, into this beautiful land I see

 

Why oh why would I wanna think that these could happen to me

The worst of all worst

Not being able to see the end

Fog and blurr is all I knew from, not knowing that their could be someone

Someone I can trust someone I can tell knowing if I fell,

Covering up the tears and facing reality is what I did and had to do,

No choice no options, just facing reality.

 

Growing older seemed to help me out

I began to know what the world was all about,

Not as scared as I once was made it easier to breath

Feeling my heart beat and allowing the air to run through my body

Oh the wonderful feeling I began to feel

The emotions running all over like they never were let out

Caged at one point and now out and about

 

Why oh why would I wanna think that these could happen to me

The worst of all worst

Not being able to see the end

Fog and blurr is all I knew from, not knowing that their could be someone

Someone I can trust someone I can tell knowing if I fell,

Covering up the tears and facing reality is what I did and had to do,

No choice no options, just facing reality

 

This time I went into the world seeing myself as beautiful as can be

Not wanting their to be any regrets and no guarentee,

Stronger I was inside and out,

with a few wounds that would give me a pout

Facing the future was something I was scared to do

but I knew that it had to happen overtime,

Challenging myself here and there was a chore for me if I had wanted to get better

 

Why oh why would I wanna think that these could happen to me

The worst of all worst

Not being able to see the end

It became time that the path started to clear up

Someone I can trust was surely a must,

Covering up the tears and facing reality is what I did and had to do,

This all helped me to stay out from the blue,

 

Now everything that has happened to me is just news

This is my story,

I know that this may be a bit blurry to you but not for me but that's okay,

Because this is my story that's all I have to say.