// Song For A Friend //
• Written by Redzolution
Redzolution's Notes
An ode to those feeling suicidal, we've all been down that road. This rap tells a story of the persona battling to save his suicidal friend. Its just a song for a friend.
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A miserable kid expressing himself lyrically
With such wow and good rhymes it really ridicules me
That he has a noose in his bag and a knife in his pockets
He's losing to death he wanted a life and to be honest
Determination, I've seen his blood sweat and his tears
I was his best buddy by his side all of these years
Now when I look back what flows is just all of this tears
Cuz I spend my time wishing that all of him's here
Back in the days we were writing a song for a friend
Little did I knew the next day that it was the end
Of these whole journey oh no I didn't know it
He choked himself slowly hid in his closet told me
The day before he showed me scars on his wrist glowing
He folded his sleeves back then told me to get going
homie I told him,don't do what's stupid he blowed me
Off with his answer and I was tempted to follow him
Step by step but he guarded his back well
Hit my head in a lamppost and he stepped back and just stared
So I crawled away from the light and I'm hidden in darkness
It done get his heart stirred so I crawled a bit back first
Then he turned his head around and kept on going
And I followed him this horror theme in my mind start showing up
My heart started racing and it's hard to give way it's
Foolish and stupid and I saw that he slowly made his way
Up to his house and the lights in his room,seen
The shadow of him standing so clear I saw that his room clean
I turned around for a moment and it seemed like he was taller
Did I get a little smaller and as I pondered and pondered
I was shock and I hope that he didn't do
I saw a ring shape on the ceiling and I feared that it was a noose
And he got into it faster than a blink
And immediately I let out a scream
Just a song for a friend
sorry I didn't got to save you
sorry that I never got to save you
rushed to your front door but heard your mum already screaming
couldn't contain my grief I smashed the door and just came in
went to your room see your parents in despair
remembered crying to God that night asking him is this fair
i saw your mum frail pale ripping her thin hair
remembered your dad carrying you thinking its him there
with a heavy heart he knew you depart
he did his part called the ambulance and screamed fuck
he couldn't handle it and neither could I
you were like a brother to me wondering how to survive
you did your work well in school made your parents proud
I was the one in disgrace and now I'm just crying it out
didn't even went home I stayed in your room when they carried you
side by side that night till they chased me out of that emergency room
I told em I needed to see you I really think that its urgent too
I never saw a life lost what more a person as close to me as you
pushed them a side and came screaming to you
wake up bitch why you leave me alone what I did to you
couldn't handle it my heart was breaking bad
it was aching I couldn't take this i left depressed
last thing I remembered I was with you too
now I'm in a hospital what the hell dude
I looked around but didn't see you
I was blue then I heard some loud screams ooh
then realised I wasn't even lying on a bed
could this be a dream snap and i was awake
the sun seems to be rising its shining but then it fades
asked for the time to a random guy he said go away
I kept asking him what is this place
I saw my friend commit suicide yesterday is he okay
he told me yes in heaven resting hi I'm the doctor
you were causing commotion in the room we knocked you out
didn't even wait for him to finish I interrupt
where is he now still in the bed please let me out
the doctor held me down I was too weak to get up
fuck you motherfuckers that failed to make him wake up
and I screamed then I slapped him bro what the fuck
please I'm begging you please fucking wake up
I need you here please and then the machine beeped
thank god he's breathing holy shit
I'm so thankful the tears started to fall
i stayed in the room for the next hour just thanking God
he looked at me with crying eyes almost jokingly you
said why'd you slapped me bro I'm so gonna get back at you
just a song for a friend
sorry i didn't got to save you
sorry that i never got to save you
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Redzolution
Member since November 28 2014