Through My Mind

Yo, life is sometimes a pain, it makes you down and tame

 

I can't hold grudges no more, I gotta get back on my feet as I listen to a beat

Make my life sweet and petite but losin' my gran is one thing I can't forget

I can't move on, even how hard I try

I keep on fallin', into the pit of deep and darkness in it

I gotta see what is ahead of me, even if it is to sell my soul

I try to reach my goal, whatever happens

Whatever I end up in, the pit of the sin

I make it to the end, maybe with a friend

I try and make sure my life is perfect but no one is and that is a fact

I hate to see my life goin' down, down and down

I keep on doubting myself cause others doubt me

I keep on thinkin' the worse for myself cause others just don't love me

That's a fact, yo get right on back on shit in life yo

 

I don't know what to do, I just sit back and think through my mind

I keep on wantin' to rewind life, life, life oh

I don't know what to do, I just sit back and think through my mind

 

I keep on, I keep on thinkin' that my life bad and I just don't know where to go

No one ever gets my flow, as I rap as I go

People just think that I am one of those who ain't gonna make it

Make shit as make a hit but no one listens, I just feel like I need more help

Maybe I do, but where to get it, the shit to get at shit

I'm now at a low stage of life, wantin' to kill myself with a knife

What is life, as I go through it with no hope, no piece in slice

I lost my mum, I just don't wanna lose anyone else again

I make my own time but my own time goes slow

Life is slowin' down, I am goin' down deep, deep

I need a sign from anyone that I am gonna be okay in life, maybe get a wife

 

I don't know what to do, I just sit back and think through my mind

I keep on wantin' to rewind life, life, life oh

I don't know what to do, I just sit back and think through my mind

 

I don't know what to do, I just sit back and think through my mind

I keep on wantin' to rewind life, life, life oh

I don't know what to do, I just sit back and think through my mind