Dedicated

Chorus

I need to be more dedicated

I spit this sickness cause I'm feeling over medicated

confused dizziness as I walk

(repeat)

 

Verse 1

I tend to get this

feeling of resentment

at sea like a shipment

forgot a paddle

got to paddle with my baby rattle

cause I'm grown up but I'm still that tattle

telling child that I once was

before my face filled with peach fuzz

growing in my eyes and blinding me and I got away from the stories of the big flood

gospels I was raised on

filled with hope through praising

my mind was so fruitful, life turned my grape into a raisin

but I got back through rap songs and this instrumental blazing

had to get through a hazing in the form of frustration

and in form of darkness and K.M.S. contemplation

that's text talk

I fight the urge but this the empty kik is like ears to chalk

board scratching

that means it hurts to have no one chatting with you

I'm confused I don't know what to do

 

Chorus

I need to be more dedicated

I spit this sickness cause I'm feeling over medicated

confused dizziness as I walk

(repeat)

 

Verse 2

And it's hurting me

I used to see it with a certainty

writing shouldn't ever burden me

I write cause it unburdens me

I don't care if you never heard of me

that's why I'm never spitting fallacy

through these words I think more than out the box I'm thinking outside this galaxy

ugh

On a balance beam is where is stand

directly above the sinking sand

the only reason I'm standing is that I posses the skills of method man,

2pac and other legends like Biggie Smalls posses my hand

when I hold the pen, they keep my mind in a straight line so I don't descend

down to the depts. that life can take you to

repeating like a rep everything I learned from you...

my idols

you taught me the skills of survival

wanna thank music for saving me and being my secondary bible

 

Chorus

I need to be more dedicated

I spit this sickness cause I'm feeling over medicated

confused dizziness as I walk

(repeat)