Pain

(Verse 1)

Actually, I'm just gonna get right to it

Don't need a hook to get you addicted to what I spit

A song about pain, man, the bucket seems to have already been kicked

Because in this cruel life I seem to have already been whipped

I'm gonna do what I want in this life, forget the script

I tried to be nice, but ever since my world's been flipped

People say "God has Mercy," but my turn's been skipped

So I lost my faith, nothin' seems to even be worth it

Been called stupid, someone with no wit

But I just stood and took it, no more of that shit

'Cause I've had enough, there's so much dust I've already bit

I've always been told I don't know pain, but they're forgettin' it

I always got something, like an addict I'm desperate for gettin' it

 

(Chorus 1)

Don't you even try to say that I don't know pain

I got more than I could ever contain

Outside I act calm, but inside it's a hurricane

Honestly I feel like my life's just a blot, a stain

 

(Verse 2)

Alright, so recently I'm getting to be pretty depressed

Just to get up and crash back down, against the ground I'm pressed

Trying to get back up, only to get another kick to my chest

Thrown back down, I lost count of how much time I spent

Demon's gotta hold of me, broken is what I represent

Like glass I'm shattered, to Hell I've already been sent

But to me that's not real, so here I'll stay, I guess

All this pain inside, I can't seem to express

The hurt in me, I can't emphasize enough or stress

 

(Chorus 2)

Just another day of believin' I'm worthless

I'm lost in life, I don't even have a purpose

I'm a freak, it's like I belong in the circus

It feels like I'm drowning, and I can't reach the surface

 

(Final Verse)

With depression settin' in, I wanna take my life

Right now, I'm trying to not pick up the knife

'Cause at this point I'm just tryin' to survive the night

People always tell me just to stay alive

But tonight I'm wonderin' if my survival's right

I think there's something wrong inside

Got my demons, but I'm trapped in my mind

I can't get out, a passenger along for the ride

Watching myself, into the darkness slide

"Be happy, it's okay" Man, I've already tried

Trying to get help, but my brain is fried

I've lost count of how many times I've lied

I'm passin' on the reigns, since my hands are tied

But it's too late for me, 'cause inside I've died

 

(Chorus 1 and 2)