Sinners Love

He never asked to be an outcast..

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He never asked for  frowned  faces when he went to class..

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In high school He sat alone in the lunchroom..

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Separated himself from his peers for the threatening fear of doom..

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As if he knew he'd never fit in if he tried his best..

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Nervous hands as they stare and  gossip causing stress..

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Thats why he never changed  as a man forever scarred..

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Deep in his mind he wishes his life wasn't so hard...

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He's angry in the dark..

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Them jealous lame lil niggas stare at him like bait like sharks..

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For not a damn reason...

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He's barely close with blood younger years they really teased em..

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Thats how his sister treats em..

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He only cares about his queen trying hard to please er...

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Contemplated suicide " DO OR DIE NIGGA!"

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Voice of the adversery avoiding he tried nigga..

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This the shit that make a grown man cry nigga..

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Got on his knees and asked the LORD " Can I cry witcha!!!??..."

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"Please!!"

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This pain is hard to bear LORD why'd you choose me??"

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I'm just a quiet ghost who sinners love to really tease.."

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"If you remove this pain and bless me with a queen to be."

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"I'll go back and worship you forgive those mean to me.."

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( That was his dream to be.. )

God must have heard em cuz more than ever he's stronger than ever blessed a queen he sees...