later mom

Theres not enough drugs in the world to wipe my freakin' past away,

But it feels like just yesterday when I found out my mom got locked away

So much I still have to say, you passed up your only shot

to show me you love me, but you was to busy smokin pot

too busy starting fights and arguments and breaking rules

hanging out with the wrong people cause you thought it made you cool

but now I knew you was the fool, hope your sorry for bein a jerk.

and now that your locked up and can't take it back that just makes it worse.

and I just want to wake up in the morning and pretend it doesn't hurt

on the day that you left I wondered why you just had to go get high

and leave me and brittney behind because if you didn't then we would be

doing just fine, I'll be able to sleep at night.

Why the hell would you go and just leave us behind, you love me?

Now I think that's just a lie.

It bothers me knowing that my children will never be able to meet their

grandmother, it just makes me cry

the day you left not sayin goodbye, it got all bottled up inside.

and I gotta let it out thats why I'm writtin this rhyme.

You alwyas said you love me

why you gotta tell me lies

circles and cycles and seasons for everything theres always a reason,

but its never good, doesn't turn out like it should

and now I lay awake and reminisce everything that you did to me

If god is real then how is any of this meant to be?

you said you love me so much, you should start tellin the truth

I dont ever want to see your face again and just know that's the truth

I wish I had my mother back, the one that made me laugh

not make me cry and feel like im dyin inside

Your the reason why im starting to rap

everything that you do in life has gotta be for something right?

Think I need to go to bed and deal with the pain another night

I dont even want to write

But i gotta be able to cope with the pain that you caused

So i say to hell with a broken heart, you gotta broken brain

I still got a lot to say

but i feel like your better off just locked away.