My life

Been through hard shit,

Been broken hearted,

Been called retard,

Now in the game I'm the smartest,

This is my life and I'm just getting started,

I've sat back and plotted,

Now I'm ready to receive all the profit

 

 

 

Uh,

I'm filled with regret,

Always kinda upset,

I never smile because its hard.to crack a grin,

When i think back and think of shit that's happened,

Like back when I was kid and shit got thick,

Tragedys happened and now I got p.d.s.d,

Shit gets to me when I think of my family trees history,

Like watching swinging pipes,

junkies doing wrong so they feel alright,

It's fucked up thinking of what a child can witness,

Life being vicious all the way to people crying forgiveness,

But do they mean it?

Nah ,

They need your money,

I see what society makes a family be out to be,

But in mine it seems like everyone up to nothing but trouble,

Something always negative around the corner,

Can they ever get a break?

Will they ever get a break?

Probably not

in the end of the day they are family,

Thats why I can say my brother o.d in front of me,

And try to profit from it,

That shit stay in your head till death,

The mess this family left with me mentally,

Stresses me,

Always gets the best of me,

Really making my reality extremely fucking shitty,

But I guess you can say I stay busy,

No matter what full of anxiety,

No matter what still ugly,

No matter what the fuck i do no bitches will fuck me,

Trust a fugly mother fucker,

If they do its because of the money,

No honeys before rap,

If Laurea gets on a map,

bitches will wanna lick between his lap,

Ain't rapping trap just trying to rap facts,

This is my life,

And it's always been crap,

Where is my knife a matter a fact,

I'm Tierd of reliving shit,

Making pissed and livid,

Angry and triggered