Mess up

Yeah Yo

Iv messed up so bad

I cant forgive what u did it just make u feel sad

Know I'm so mad

Reading this rap off of Rap pad

I'm always looking back at what Iv done

At one point I wish I had gun

But I ain't dumb

I believe in god

I don't know it just feels a little odd

I'm always in trouble

Its like it surrounds me in a bubble

I'm always doing bad things

Know looking back it just stings

U don't even know what trouble brings

Yeah but gods my protector

An Angels on left and the Devils on my right

I'm always going right thinking it right

But karma's gonna come around and its gonna start to bite

I already broken my girls heart

That was really hard

But even my grades

Ya I'm in level eighth

My grades are so bad I might not even move to the next level

Like I already said its like Iv been cursed by the devil

I don't live with my mom she was gone when I was little

My mom name is Crystal

Both of my parents have done bad things

Know people look at me thinking it has come upon me

like iv done something wrong

My dad once told me I would never be good enough to play basketball well

I'm just trying to stay strong

Iv messed up so bad people just thinks it's in my blood

When get older I wanna have a girl that makes me feel loved

Where I can have my house and not feel like a bum

Some people think I'm dumb

Its all good though

I'm trying to let all these people know that this is for the show