Looking Up (Freewrite)

Another short freewrite.

 

One day at time...

One beat and a rhyme, it's like...

 

[Verse starts at :30]

Lil' P tripped, I bought the wrong prayers

Couldn't see shit, just thoughts upon layers

Didn't need wits, I blocked out all fears

Climbed a wall here, hopped a fence there

Givin' me fits, my mom would say stay here

Steppin' down leads to death, my mom cared

four-one-three, sheets but not a real bed, not a real home, not to be fed

 

Fourteen still, the pops wasn't around

Seventeen pills, the doc said calm down

Kill trees, paper, pens, and talk sounds

Forced to live poor, schemed a bit more

Makin' no sense, I stopped to re-course

Makin' meets end, a bridge to move forward

O-C-T, broke but came a long way, beat a dark birth, looked up always