My Inner Mind
• Written by Blu_Jay
to be alone
is to be in the zone
I think about things
that make me feel at home
I sit alone
spark a cigarette
with the stove on it ain't no fun
saving up money till i can afford a corvette
I'm more fat
than a house cat
make fast
to confess that
more depressed than
a worker at a psychoward
I've never been a psycho
I try to avoid becoming micheal
i try to protect my vital veins
I'm in the sane state of mind
I thank god for this life
sometimes I wonder if I should decide on if I should
sit tight N' wait on for gods disciples
or if I should take off with Satan
making people miserable
I'm loosing all my principles
they've become invisible
hate that's all that visible
this is what I deal with yes
but I'm Sophisticated
it's time I quit the faded
it's the mistake I'm making
In a distinctive way with all this figurative shit
no I ain't ever gunna quit
as I sit back and I think back
I lost track of all this shit
thats happened to me in the last chapter of me
sabotage the industry
as I'm walking up n down these streets
lemme grind your teeth
with the sound of a screech
it's the sound of defeat
with a side of victory
now let me tell you a story
of a man who was to be
complete with his bride to be
the house was bought and all ready
to take in a small family
but then he ran into a drug dealer
when he was drunk n feeling it
leaving all that scent behind
it's all fine n dandy
he's acting all high n funny
in the back of an alley
the weather's below 40 degrees
I was taking out the Trash
when I found him he had a jacket
and 3 sweaters back to back
in fact he had a pulse so faint
if I found him 10 minutes late he would've died
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Blu_Jay
Member since January 9 2014