MY OWN LIFE

How many times will i survive been broken

Money has stolen me into crimes in this life

I try never to say goodbye on whatever pressure me

The family the city has left me astray to play my own way

Everyday my thinking starts with drinking to make it in a day

Today forever i got to make it on my own till someday marks

I speak from my hearts cos when i loss my life everything will dive out

Am a doubt throughout my survive living in this life without peace

My memories plead for please before my heart degrees lives

The evidence needed to rescue my pains has choked in hates

How do i continue this life driven into a division in million shades

Some heart has decade but they smile to make their profile great

We all generate our souls to stay straight and focus on it own

But we still known to be unknown cos tomorrow has no notice

Been hopeless is just as a soulless brushing through life in a zone

Life is just a mistake we living cos the beginning ends alone

The riches we live when we are alive is not sent to the grave

And when you brave with faith it plays it cards been ruined

A touch from a kiss is a practice to make your chances from sadness

I sleep on a mattress and when i sweat it shows the shadows behind

Am declined in my imagination in life cos frustration is own my reputation

I don't wanna keep wasting my time creating a place without trace

I got to pay for my own pains before i explore to the future

Am a loser and sooner am gonna be a producer to make my life way

I have dive been broken without explanation to reach my destination

Am spoken to be everybody keys in worries and from the past

I understand been question without any idea to carry on

But i stay for real even today has no deal to reveal success

i undress myself to sins and confess am a mess to my life

Am the one who drives nights beside hatred wasted to live