Bad Thingz [ Revised]

Its been 4 damn years, but yet im still at square one.

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Like somebody put a hex on me so shit cant get done.

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I mean i pray daily asking to bless friends and enemies.

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Love ones lastly myself seems like no replys are sent to me.

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Bad things happen everytime i gain some hope.

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Ive morphed into a human punch line that aint no joke.

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May need some weed and alcohol and 4 walls to cope.

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Thought the unthinkable 4 years ago me hung by a rope.

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A suicide letter written with my blood on the paper.

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A hit list send sent via facebook to all of my haters.

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I know a few people play a friend disguised as a faker.

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Why bad things happen to me? Guess my reward is greater.

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Mann wat reward? All ive been given shit tissue paper.

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With semen soap stuffed down my throat washed out with horse urine savored.

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Some antidote of having hope somedays i feel life is hopeless.

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Weight on my shoulders? Ha more like a planet gasoline drenched and soaked.

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Hocus pocus spontaneous combustion hell and it hurts.

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On top of that just lost another job dont know wat is worse.

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Hell on earth, or hell in hell i yell but smoke clouds my voice.

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Bad things are happening its like i dont have a choice.

 

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