Dreaming Wide Awake

Why does God never answer

Why am I the one only going through this

Where's the love for the kid when he most need it

Got me feeling like I wonna do a suicide mission

Strap a bomb and then we go kamikaze

But such as life cause I'm ticking like a dynamite

Don't know when I'll blow up or just stay under the light...

Uh

I never asked for a blessing

I never asked for any belongings

I just ask for my mother to be happy

Cause really it seems like I'm the only one thats being loved

But I still take responbility for all my rights and my wrongs

I'm no weak invidiual

Cause dad left us when we never even knew him..

 

So don't tell me I don't deserve all of this shit

Don't say I really didn't work for it

Cause when all of you were sleeping I was the only one wide awake

Wide awake practicing for the summer until my arms would ache

Practiced so hard until my motivation would start to break,

So please don't run your mouth, all I ask is for you to understand me.