UPSIDE WAYS

I believe i can make my mistakes from stakes

Started from been hearted when my closet was deceived

I had no shield but i tried everything on my own from cheating

My breathing went on feeding from the dark side apart unknown

I have always made my grace from the great appreciate from my mates

Myself has been drowned a thousand times around living in crimes

I used to fight for wealth when i had none to feed me in light

Complaining and hating my friends was my depends as a seed

Succeeding become my question i used ask myself when the bells rang

I hanged my heart been drank all day with the gang to find ways

Walking on the streets with my bare feet was what i felt

Cos i thought my cup was full of flood with thoughtless aims

I messed the best survival from resting without sweating to gain

My brain has been filled from weekend sins drowning me down

My surrounding was a touchdown counting sinners in town

Everything i thought of building left me hitting from a shutdown

Sleeping became a needing thing i needed to do for good

But i was treated to save pains in a replace to sustain

I wouldn't have been at the front door knocking to explore

But for the seek of patient speaking i kept everything left to suggest

Stress also went on draining my wise spent from been realized

I was once a kind of life problems waker till when i was combined in life

I used to have the greatest thought been introduced on how to earn

My earns were stolen when i became unspoken chosen to own

Life went on it way and l lived with ruined improvement blurred

My survive bent in planning for the future and i became my own loser

I blame no one from getting broken n spoken in hash ways from the past

I wish a lot understand what came to last from been an outcast in vain

When i explained my matters in life everyone hopes it the worst to gain

Life is like the chapters of every answers written to the matters in pains