I Miss You All

Stack the problems, like the bills on the table. /

Unable, to settle your demons, that are so fatal. /

You were great, you were bad... you were the devil. /

You made the prettiest angel. /

You made me sad, you made me feel amazin. /

You cleaned up your act, after you had mason. /

And sometimes I wish you had it right. /

Daddy wasn't there growing up; prolly made you mad at life. /

We get the cold shoulder, and tip toe on thin ice. /

Bipolar getting heated, makin it feel like frost bite. /

We fight to win, but never win the fight like, /

We try to be nice, until were crucified like Jesus Christ. /

We need this time, to see this as a sign. /

A lift from above, to put my mind right . /

This is the last time, but I said that last time. /

You were all I had, so I grasp the past, and ask why. /

 

-You don’t come and fill these walls

Cause I’m so empty inside

I miss you all, yea yea (2x) -

 

Struggling by ourselves, we made voids with thick forces. /

Noise in our home, we hit more shit. /

I can’t get the picture, my cousins miss her. /

Your sister overdosing till the mornin. /

I’m grown and alone, runnin wild like them horses. /

Life killed two birds with one stone, can’t afford it. /

Words may not be able to break bones, /

But what they can do is break, the most important organ. /

And you left my heart, with something real dark. /

Coulda been spending time with me, instead of the bar. /

Wasn't real smart, but you live and you learn. /

You said you would always be there, and I’m wishin you were. /

And I forgive you cause, I ain't perfect either. /

I have faith in us, I am a certain believer. /

Let forgiveness and love be the leader. /

Blood is thicker than water, so I’m a bleeder. /

Draining, like I’m donating, poor it out by the liter. /

I would give it all to you, balanced on a fuckin teeter, /

So I wouldn't be by the edge, that changes my demeanor. /

Wish it wasn't this way sometimes, cause I need her

I need you... /

 

-I wish you all, would fill these walls

Cause I’m so empty inside

I miss you all, yea yea-

 

You were my left, you were my right.

and I never found out about it, until you cut me straight in the middle

i hate the riddles,

crowded with these feelings trynna stay civil (2X)