change you

if you seen me dyin'

would it change ya feelings

about me signing my soul

and making fucking millions

i wanna better myself

but you dont want that

you stuck in a slump and cant get out

but i was the one that

was willing to change ya life an help you out

now look where you stuck at

bitch fuck that

you were the one that told me make a difference

and make a change

but now that theres a clearer distance

and our lives aint the same

i cant even bare ya name

its got me going insane

but mentally im the same

look in my eyes think im deranged

you were the only one to find the pain

and get me to open up aint that a shame

see me on the highway of life stay out my lane

all the time we wasted look i wont complain

this a be the simplist shit i wrote so you understand

that im doing good now and i dont need u in my life

but i got you on my mind all the time and that aint right

 

if you seen me dying

would it change ya feelings

about fallin in love

with the monster im concealing

me playing the fool was always ready and willing

to take you back even after the hurt you was dealin

i was in love with ya love but our love was lackin the lust

i remember sittin listenin to the bitchin on the bus

i would be practicin numerous writens so i could bust

i put the money and fame before you and look thats a shame

that you couldnt see how i see now we in different lanes

i know you still think about me and its okay

i still think about you too but atleast now we share this pain

not sure if we'll cross or ever speak again

but if so i surely hope its not in vain