flying with tha stars

mama always told me when i was just lil kid she said that i can be anything

that i truly wanna be,

she said to shoot for em' stars so when i was about 7 years old id dreamed one

day id be a star,

there id be in front of tha tv wishing that dude in tha screen was

me,

i told my sibilngs that being a rapper was my dream their responce was 'yur

never be on tha tv,

an i believed them cause at tha time my mom was always gone

at work an my dad well he was gone being a drugie so my siblings watched

n tooked care of me,

an tha whole time i really was thinking that they were being real with me

but really they was just fooling me,

trying to plant a seed of some low self esteem so i would never succed i always

was insecure about me, at a young age i started living tha life of a drugy

like most of my family, we all knew that i was never guaranteed to be drug free,

now look im 18 an just about 11 months ago i started to chase after my dream

found some inspiration an motivation for me an that was machine gun kelly,

i liked his shit it was like i related to everything like everything about him it was..

was me,