getting high: an exposé

Dont get high, and you can reach for the sky

Every night for you its red eye, A different type of flight

If you're a loser in life, you're a user in life

You'll never gain a positive influence, only a guilty concscience

The life you've been living is just an illusion, its been induced by your demons

A reflection of your self worth and validation

To fix this shit, dont use procrastination

But I guess its too late, too deep in the depths

Of hell, you dont seem to care about yourself

Oh well, If only your parents could see whats happened to you

Fucked up in high school, that's all you've managed to do

 

Why does it feel like

Everybody around me wil'

I seem to only look at their lives

And think, huh, they look really satisfied

In a squad thats all cool

And whatever else going on for them, fuel

As in money to keep em going

From they parents pockets, that dont seem to be really knowing

And see, even I didn't realize this,

But, Happy faces aint really like this,

Ive done a little bit of lurking lately,

They shit is crazy and its fucking daily

Didn't realize all of em insecure

And its why they behavior dissimilar

Oh fuck, why dont I tell you already

All of em are on Merry Jane to the third degree

While I'm grounded I'm still on god level

I try my fuckin hardest to stay away from the devil

But see when I tell you this

Im speaking in dishonest jest

Right before I was about to try that shit

I listened to "Ignorance is Bliss"

And I realized all the shit that I was doing wrong

These fake ass thugs be duping me

How'd I get tricked this easily

Im givin into the worst of them all

Fake promises of friends and all

Peer Pressure is the art of trying to get me to betray my parents

On drugs my life would've been dependent

Momma saying she was sure she had around 3 hunnid

And jus cuz YG is smoggin up 4hunnid

Doest mean OG is right for me

Thats his life not mine I gotta act differently

Copyin the act of all these rappers

Makes sure you'll be a copy of another

Stoner, wasting your life away in the corner

Im preachin' independence while your life is in dependance

All you are is in attendance

I have a tendency to explode

With new knowledge

And I'm lenient to really expose

I aint a snitch but why you faking all these people out

You bitch, as transgender why dont you come out

Sellin fake hopes of love and fucking acceptance

Kendrick already exposed yo ass, peer pressure aint acceptance

Hope you grow up and listen someday

Behind bars, you remember Divyesh say:

 

If you never got high, you could've reached for the sky

Every night for you it was red eye, a different type of flight

You've already lost in life, now you're just lost in life

You haven't gained a positive influence, only a guilty concscience

The life you'd been living is just an illusion, it'd been induced by your demons

A reflection of your self worth and validation

Couldn't fix this shit, couldn't use procrastination

Deep in the depths of hell,

you dont seem to care about yourself

Oh well, If only your parents could see whats happened to you

Fucked up in high school, that's all you've managed to do

 

Now prove us all wrong

Cuz thats what we're really thinking

But man, changes? I aint mad at cha

Cuz at the end of it all, even ya parents have hopes for ya