sad love story

This started about a year and a half ago I started to date a boy I broke up with

that boy 2 weeks into our relationship because another boy told me he

liked me and I had like 10 previous months to the boyfriend I had started

to fall for the boy again and I did head over heels for him then I didn't have

a boyfriend for about 9 months because I still liked the same boy and

he kept telling me he liked me and everything by then begin to fade away

because I felt like I was waiting for something that was never going to

happenafter dating able other boy that boy were together for a bout

2 months I broke up with him because the other boy that i liked 9 months

before like the other one again he said he liked me again so I broke up

with my other one for him again after about a month went by I went to

a party and I was dared to kiss him so I did and later on i got a text

from him saying that he liked me and he couldn't wait to see me

again I then told him I felt the same and then another month went by even

texted me late at night messing with me the whole time I cried for days

and days then turn into two weeks my mom and told me I had to go back

to school I was nervous to face everyone I feel like everyone knew about

what happened and I had my first period Class with him that day I cried in

class wishing I didnt sit it next to him in class but sadly i did I pretty

much hid from him even though he sat across from me i stoppe eating

and everything. I got a text that night from the boys that he was sorry

and he didn't mean anything he said or did he felt bad it was crying in

class over him and that he still likes me the next day I went to school

and I saw him with my best friend talking I thought they were talking

about what happened the day before but I ended up going behind them

without them seeing me and noticed that they were dating friend knew that

I had liked him for 10 months long I went home and I cried and cried either

and told my mom about what happened because she kept asking what's

wrong proceeded to tell her and she was very cautious of what I was going

to do to me she thought that I might commit suicide I didn't commit

suicide although I did just cutting and then I didn't go to school for

today and back to school and I started getting into from the voice

I don't know that well but he know this was going on and he felt really

bad he was friends with the boy I light does 11 months I stopped talking

to the phone figured out that he liked me and I ended up liked him you

kept asking me out like always something with you don't always afraid

got heem would break my heart but then I kept talking to him for about

another month or two he wasn't like that he then asked me out and I said

yes we have now been dating for 5 months