It is not easy

I can do things that others can not, but what should be normal with it I am difficult.

I have problems and also fears I can not overcome.

I need a lot of help because I can not do it alone.

I am guided in my life with my fear.

I have so much fear in me that it breaks me.

I just do not want you to see how broken I am.

That I wear scars, of which I owe myself.

Is it hard to understand that I was afraid of seeing the other person I really am.

That I am a normal girl.

I am no different, I see the world around me only with different eyes than others.

 

It is not easy for me to talk about how I feel.

It is not easy for me to say what is wrong with me.

What's going on in my head.

I'm confused and afraid.

To lose you because there are things on me that you can not understand.

There are things I can not talk about.

Because I'm afraid to lose everything I am and what makes me.

 

It is difficult to be different and no one understands what is going on.

Sometimes you feel alone, as if no one were there.

And you fight the tears that stir you up.

You feel hurt because you still understand that you are not like all the others.

You are different from all the others.

Is it hard to understand that I was afraid of seeing the other person I really am.

That I am a normal girl.

I am no different, I see the world around me only with different eyes than others.

 

It is not easy for me to talk about how I feel.

It is not easy for me to say what is wrong with me.

What's going on in my head.

I'm confused and afraid.

To lose you because there are things on me that you can not understand.

There are things I can not talk about.

Because I'm afraid to lose everything I am and what makes me.

 

When I close my eyes I feel free.

I feel secure and no longer alone.

I feel it all, just not when you're at my side.

You know how important you are to me, but I can not show it.

I am afraid of my feelings for you, so I close myself.

Is it hard to understand that I was afraid of seeing the other person I really am.

That I am a normal girl.

I am no different, I see the world around me only with different eyes than others.

 

It is not easy for me to talk about how I feel.

It is not easy for me to say what is wrong with me.

What's going on in my head.

I'm confused and afraid.

To lose you because there are things on me that you can not understand.

There are things I can not talk about.

Because I'm afraid to lose everything I am and what makes me.