The Girl I Miss

I'm on my own right now, left to my thoughts, damn i miss ya,

Your beautiful face is stuck in my mind, a permanent picture,

Over analyzing what went wrong with ya, i'm feeling despair,

you're my dream girl, now a day dream, out the window i stare,

Into another world, head in the clouds, my hopes disappeared,

for you to leave my side was the biggest thing that i feared,

And now i shed a tear, almost everyday, i'm sad crying,

Inside i'm dying, told to remain strong trust me i'm trying,

but its too much to take all of this pain inside of my rib cage,

what can i do? emotions everywhere, this sadness turns to rage,

i'm not angry at you, i'm angry at my treatment from the universe!

things start to look up then they turn around and get worse,

why do things always have to worsen, is this my fate as a person,

far from blessed, cursed to live my life dealing with your desertion,

All i wish for is for one more chance, Fidget you got me in your trance,

i think i fell in love with you from the very first glance,

its made me believe that love at first sight is possible.

the problems solvable we work them out then we're unstoppable,

i told you once before these dragons can only be slain from within,

can you do the same i do for you cause trust me baby your forgiven,

i never hold a grudge, i won't give up and i won't budge,

people might tell me i'm wrong, move on, but who are they to judge?

they can't cause their not me, they'll fail if they try to stop me,

maybe i should find some hope and confidence and i'll succeed,

they should have left us be, so we could grown together freely,

maybe i should have lived more privately, now i know my mistakes,

your my realist love, a true love all the girls from the past are fakes,

my glass needs to go from half empty to half full,

cause maybe my negative outlook on life was to blame for it all,

but i can't keep myself down, fuck looking back i need to look up,

learn to love myself more, focus on my music otherwise doors will shut,

the colour of your eyes is the same way i've been feeling,

but i'm dealing with this hurt, praying to god on my floor kneeling,

the lord just like my intuition and gut instincts tell me to change,

then with the improvements maybe my dream girl will be in range,

then we can be happy again, AG and his best friend,

we build something new and strong with no need to end,

i bet everyone's opinion is that shes just another girl,

but she's one of a kind precious to me like a diamond or a pearl,

remembering when i used to play with your hair, it was so soft,

really your a good girl, no gold digger, didn't come with a cost,

cause when i met you i had nothing anyway, just a few words to say,

i need to find more to live for and then i know you will stay.