feeling the pain pt.1

the white trash sit down on the couch and inject fluid

and laugh as they get high while listening to metro boomin

I'm one of the rawest rapper to ever come in the biz

talking bout women, selling dope and all my bad choices

I spit bars and rap all about drugs and crack

and losing my friends to heart attacks

still remember us dancing to kodak black

then you starting to collapse

turns out he had heart disease then here come the ecstasy

smoking on nothing but green It was all part of the lifestyle

sold my first grams of dope as a child

and me just socking teachers in the chin

until niggas pull me off and say "ok, nigga you win"

trying to forget all my sins and getting arrested and seeing what happens

I was in the cell with a cold-blooded fucking assassin

you didn't wanna fuck with him or else he got to blastin'

They were all bad men praying for a new day next morning woke up thank you lord amen

in the penitentiary it was full of demons watched a nigga get choked til' he stopped breathing

for no reason, saw a man get raped then brutally beaten

go to sleep in a dream land, wake up look around the dark room now im fucking screamin'

spent half of my life dreamin' and schemin' and cheatin'

when I should've listened before I got imprisoned only a 15-year-old in the cell with 3 men

woke up a man slitting his wrist now his arm is bleedin'

for reasons unknown and untold I got out of prison and starting packing again

selling cocaine, my girl yelling in my ear "get a fucking real job" now I got a migraine

fast forward to my birthday and getting drunk off of champaign

and listening to a retarded song by Lil Wayne then I start to feel the pain

so much pain I cant even start to explain my whole life crashed down like a plane

when from good grades to being half insane could tell you more but I must refrain

not even an example to people im just a shame all I can really do is spit flames

and I'm here to proclaim I am MansaMisto that's my username

and I know no one is gonna put dirt on my name

or else I'll take off my chain pick you up and drop you like a crane

you yelling "why god" I'm screaming at you don't say the lord's name in vain

pass the Glock swear on my mama I got good aim

usi was my nickname i might as well change it to my middle name

wow all this shit I overcame is still weird that they don't know my name well its MansaMisto

my raps are so smooth and cool like crisco 100k on the wrist though

ask a girl spit or swallow my body is empty so is my head go ahead knock on it its hollow

do what ever you want I'll just jump off a bridge tomorrow

lemme take a big swallow I know this is a lot but i wanna make sure you follow

I did it myslef dont feel sorrow niggas rep englewood chicago

and if you don't know my enough yet lets keep going i got time and i can keep flowing

"oooo boi she looking fire" oh shit bro my dick's growing

let her see it then she started blowing got head at school the teachers we'rent knowing