I tried

Verse 1//

People wonder if I'm shy or just a silent psychotic

locked up in my room with Sonic Boom and Narcotic

I got about 4 dollars in my wallet, weed stuffed in my closet,

a blunt, a lighter and cold hands in my pockets

You know

when the night is lit, pull out a Bruce Banner and light a bit,

"That's quite a bit."

I remember prom night, instead of dancing I was high off like a lost kite

lost in losses and long nights, thong's tight

drive away in a long ride

driving on the wrong side

Damn I miss your smile Ma

Damn it's been a long time

I know Miss. Phillips aint my favourite

and I aint her cup of tea

but she'll hold me down once I leave the room and people talk me down

with there chalky mouth

 

Hook //

I tried

I've been feeling so blue

I drank

I had more than a few

My mind's fucked up (x2)

 

Verse 2 //

My minds taking over me, I'm fuckin paranoid

I hate being clumsy, call me Madame Maladroit

I hate the side effects of drugs, I hate to shake

I hate to win, I hate to lose, I hate to play

I hate to eat, chucked out the food

I ate the plate,

I hate to speak, I hate to love, I love to hate

I aint got no self confidence

cough out thoughts and compliments

confess for a consequence and complicate the obvious

this aint the type of shit wavy on that one hit rapper

There's two types of people, Mumblers and Hunnit rappers

I question my work when some bitch gives shitty feedback

I took you in when you were broke

I fed you, you aint gon feed back?

My minds on overflow

L's on my track, packed on overload

Overdosing my ass like coke is homeo

Papa parenting, solo tho

We were never that close

but once he threw me out I missed him fuckin grandiose

He hate my dog, he hate my man, my man my romeo

"Then why'd I catch you with Diane's boy, Tonio?"

I wonder if it's worth dreaming like pan

frolicking in fields, skippin in meadows

Dealing, head low, bricks like lego

I used to wake up with a smile, now I wake with weed on my bed

Look in the mirror just to see a person turning dead

I've started thinking out loud

Started talking to my dead homie, Jordan

This crack make me feel like Paranorman

I'm anything but normal

 

Hook//

I tried

I've been feeling so blue

I drank

I had more than a few

My mind's fucked up (x4)