Overdose

You know man sometimes the people we love don't love themselves

And we csn try and help them and sometimes they get better

But this isn't one of those times

 

00:24 Verse 1

I wish it wasn't this fast never thought this soon you could be gone

but you hit rock bottom and crashed before I knew what was wrong

your mom had asked if it were true and what was going on

ignorant i sat by in silence

ignore it, yeah just deny it

Cuz it's better than being accused and hollered at for my suspicion

yeah your innocent get off your back, im just sketching

about aluminum thats been missing from the bottom rack in the kitchen

out of the bathroom i can stand listen from where the hallways I can hear that shit crinkling

I look back at all the times that you lied to deny your sobriety

You'd be nodding off while driving still trying to hide it from me

So I wasn't shocked at all or surprised whan the hospital called said you died from od

Why didn't we have that intervention when your mother said?

We had the evidence! I met your new friends

Fred, Blake and Jimmy

your face got so skinny,

I'd make you a plate but you'd never eat any

when I looked in to your eyes, saw a different person

Them I didnt recognize and that shits still hurting

Now I've realized, and i know this for certain

If you were willing to go through all that

Pain for the smack

You were really gone way before that

 

(Hook)

So sad so sad

Gone and lost the best.thing I ever had

And you know, you know that I'm sorry

At the lowest, I need you most

You would come and you would come overdose

And you know, you know that I'm sorry

And now I love you so

 

Talking crap

 

You called my help cold distant words,

but i always kept it 100 like you know that i would

you asked for my help, I told you i got you, your good

but you didnt take it my dog

and now look, where are you at, your gone.

you left me, your sister & your mom

i always put you back on your feet

showed the facts you couldn't see

But this time I fuckin couldn't KP!

man I told you about T

how you shoulda stayed away

when you'd come and complain

Like every fuckin day

So whether it was the H or a blade

The outcome was the same

disregard the bitches, that was part of the creed

But you were hard headed and wouldnt hear it from me

You could not listen even though it was said on repeat

Followed your direction, cuz "big bros got the lead"

Then how come im the only one in this car?

On my way back to the rez

on the phone with your ma

She's crying and stressed

Worried about funeral costs so I wrote her a check

Told her it won't be long till I'm there

then I'll help with the rest