MEMORY PAINS

No pain no gains sustain drains

Life hates everyone depend on me

Fate failed been alive depends breaks

Headache awake my life losing at stake

Confusing limit burning survive drilled in stakes

Suicide in my mind always no one knows my inside

The outside stays with a grace in smiles but the miles is pain

My life sustain is wreck on my neck

Myself in health responds is at risk

The wealth has match into stealth links

My exists is in a scratch at my wrists

Am consists with a lot of addicts

My name will is willing to break the fame out

Throughout in a doubt ain't still crying

But breaking the discount trying to mount pains

Only God can judge the odd when Judgement is on with a bleach

My words are the speech in most different speeches with pieces of ideas

Don't blame me when am falling cos i was calling to help fame

The flames burning in me is more than hell fire on it desire

Am searching the beast out now from this split as a hit

The devil itself is gonna vomit from a level of feast in my hits

My decisions has it difference in millions of visions hidden

I was never written to be for fame but a stool to rule in flames

The most painful part is smoked through my breath in stress

My limit's to reach above the stars cos am limitless in justice

Many were counted money was mounted been frozen

The chosen one was taken and was left without respect

Respecting and disrespecting has it heading spreading

Am setting a way out of this day pretending to bright lights

Goddam it the sight with smiles are living with fake smile

I take every breath as a progress to begin a new life given

I've been driven out of women feelings cos of religion

Am a Christian but prisoned from having love as a teen

Am even taking a new routine to clean my heart sins unseen

I keep creating and making a new way from faking the odd ones

My lungs breath has been suck out from it nut taking out from blood

Am a big mess to myself a bless soul to address blessing from messing

I keep sharing my message to the world cos my clutch is automatic

My brain strings sounds to be classic from the ground of music

A click of my pains explains the reason why every season has it demon

Am myself and a wealth to sustain in strong health from my belong