The silence of the shadows

The darkness inside me blooms as the blue mold

I'm getting attached to death with a stranglehold

Behind my back the chilling breath foretold

While I was dreaming of the perfect place to evolve

The greed and hatred made my physical appearance suave

But I only plunge my thoughts into war like Sophie Chotek

Getting inside the lost land I'm getting chaotic

I'll burn inside forever as my skin's becoming necrotic

Compelled to lift my suicidal thoughts on a mountain continuously

In the darkness of my soul the silhouette's becoming unbelievably

Gonna scratch your initials till I'll get unconsciously

I'll paint thy angel's wings with the blood of devil

Take care of yourself cause the light's vengeful

I advance in your happy memories like a brain tumor

There's plenty of sins I checked so I'll fall smoother

Fallin' in love with the abuser will get you a perpetual failure

Slowly my body's dying that's why I'm always lunar

My hands are clasped for the rising to the only ruler

The angels start to fall cause I've lost all my hopes

My sight's lost into different rotating globes

I yearn for years for my dose of antidotes

Thy cells are devouring my beautiful disaster faster

Looking on my back you could see the skies are never azure

But that's a matter of a different chapter

Your cadaver still is the main actor in this chamber

But all I can do is to light up my own path like god Ra

Diazepam, xanax, ketamine etcetera

I'm feeling like the king riding the Cerberus

Remember that cause I'll become heinous