mess ups
• Written by jalynn
What in the absolute fuck
I'm stuck, running out of luck,
Can't catch a break, I'm in a rut.
Hate my mental state I'm fucked up
Driven insane,
Held prisoner chained by my brain
Skin crawls deep, caged this pain I keep
Hear you talking so talk is cheap
I tried to tell you but my words weren't allowed
Sure of how pain is all I know
can't hold on, wish I could let it go
Calling me so needy
Pushed away still holding love too greedy?
I seen what others have never seen
Crowning me queen
throwing pebbles at my slider,
And when you chose me and finally denied her
We been through hell and made it back,
The life we made since we got it on track
Overcome what others can say they never done
Begin a life we once had begun,
Fought so hard I thought we battled and won
Listened to a heart turned heartless,
I'm disregarded every time regardless
I'm part-less baby now how do we fix this?
Believing I'm worthless,
what did I do to deserve this?
Your hands hold the pain, who's really to blame,
Keep callin names, Slowly going insane,
Cant take no more mindless Mind games
Me plus you equals fire Exploded flames
My Breaking point, all i do is disappoint,
Lost self esteem, lack of sleep what's a dream?
All We've done since our story begun,
Broken promises spinning on rerun,
How many times can you say that we done?
Never follow through
no matter what you say or do, it's nothing new,
I'm use to it, each time feelin stupid too.
What are we to do? I hoped one day I'd say I do
Breaking down like it's a science,
Our love lays dying so I gotta write this.
Will I ever be worth your time,
I'm Still waiting but at least i tried,
Hope dried tears I cry,
hold my breath watching our love die
Hourglass tipped over,
all I gets the cold shoulder,
Watch time pass as we get older.
Till death do us part, she needs u to hold her.
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jalynn
Member since November 19 2016