History of love

I may sound crazy

been doing love songs lately

maybe, love is what i seem to lust

but love is what i don't seem to trust

I had enough of the heart breaks

how much will it take,to find my soul mate

can i trust fate?

mistakes i made plenty, regrets not many

you take what you learn, and try apply it daily

angry, well i used to be

I fell in love with a bitch that used me

forgiven, yea i forgave ha

cuz she made a new person

i was hurtin with no sunshine behind curtains

i use time as my nurse and

began writing, kind of exciting

never knew in a million years id be rhyming

months had progressed, I'm the sweetest

tried to give a girl i haven't met diabetes

when it comes to sweet talking, girl you know I'm the best

i fell in love with you on the phone

though miles away i never felt alone

yea you was far, arizona

i remember those nights where i used to call ya

night till dawn, where we count on who had the most yawns

i beat ya, those times are gone, yea those times are gone

and i had a to move on, on

i had to stay strong, strong

and then came along, my angel its been to long

where you been all my life, i remember irvine

when i bumped into you, you sent chills up my spine

damn, i was such nervous wreck

i didn't expect, your phone was out but I couldn't collect

those 7 numbers, i had to wait till december

to get a second chance for a romance

it felt like a dream when i took a second glance

i couldn't wait till we advanced

till the end when i make you mine

didn't expect to be a short time

i went for a kiss but you declined

so i was left with a bunch of questions on my mind

on my mind

damn man, as you can see i didn't have such a good history with love

but i haven't given up, not yet, you know why?

i promise when i go back to cali

I'm gonna do things differently

you haven't met a new side of me

a man with class, has surpassed the old me

a man so confident, you will see

i promise you will see