dear mama

Dear mama I'm sorry if I hurt you/

I crushed my feelings when I cursed you/

No ceiling fuck it no sealing when i rise and burst through/

Uh,u told me to pray to the sky always/

Easy,Cuz we don't have a roof not to mention hallways/

But u pulled through and raised us/

Every fool knew nothing fazed us/

Cuz mama was a soldier/

Soldiered on and put the weight of the world on her shoulders/

Never seen a woman so bolder/

The older u became ur will grew stronger than a boulder/

But still we fought and there were quarrels/

When others bought gold u were wearing corals/

Uh,I wish I could rep my love in the chorus/

Giving my life for u ain't enough for what uv done for us/

I remember that Christmas eve/

When the Christmas tree wasnt part of the Christmas theme/

Uh,u were mother Mary,u looked the part as the prosthesmus queen/

Even when I said the B word to ya/

U kept reminding me of the real world..oh yeah/

I reminisce of the mess I was/

U never grimaced.. handled me despite the stress I caused/

Never wore high heels never rode in wry wheels just so u cud fry meals for us/

Uh,ur the type of mama who could slay fiends and make kills just so u cud steak-grill for us/

Although I harrassed u for internet/

And embarrassed u for lack of intellect/

I couldn't thank u enough for the education u gave me/

Even God can't pronounce the adjudication cuz u saved me/

As much as u tried to turn over a new leaf/

The family tree had died through renewed grief/

Our life was a real life drama /

Mama..u protected us like the doc on gamma/

When thugs broke in tryna whoop us/

U proved the anger of an angered mother can even move olympus/

U worked double time to take us through troubled times/

Uh,never spoke to us just to hide ur grumbled cries/

Uh,and we thought u was a passive mother/

Who wouldn't care if her son committed massive murder/

Life full of obstacles all over/but mama u was a classic hurdler/

I remember the stories in the candle light/

When u used to handle it with delight/

When u failed to pay the electricity bill/

Those teachings'll never make me see the penetitiary steel/

I love u mama and i'll never forget u/

When i blow up there'll be nothing left to regret to/